Conflicted, anxious, fearful. Determined, energetic and committed.

That’s what we do, because it’s just the way it is in 3672. i’m looking forward to those day — with a smile.

I am whole.
Full of compassion, towards myself, and others.
I am full of creation, expressing myself in all kinds of different mediums, from art through business, to love.

A year of finishing and starting, a year of grief and building ground

I have found my partner in life, we are married since 2 years now. All this makes me happy and confident and I feel and live healthy and lucky within the circle of people I know

I am beginning again

On the beach with my wife and kids barefoot, happy and free

I feel good and look forward to the present.

In a place that is both wilderness and city like at the same time

I am balancing, learning, growing. How to be strong. How to be vulnerable. I am picking out the weeds and planting my seeds

Giving my whole self, motherhood.

Alone but I have the my swaying company

I feel like I’m doing something meaningful for myself and others.

Low Belly . A lake a field a hut

I am a very happy man

In 2026 I will be 52years old. I imagine that I will devote myself to making art again in a more committed way. I will be healthy I’m clear in my thinking and moving well

In regards to my future i would to be open to keeping that sense of allowing myself to go in and feel like I did in the beginning. I just want that curious open admiration of people, space and things around each other, feeling with my heart so happy

I am nearly always in the present, but floating off to other places, other thoughts. I fear the future because of all the tragedies in my past. I rarely mention them, even if you know me well.

There are layers of the richness of a life lived

I am heavy, sluggish but feel a bright blue flame in my belly beginning to glow