Uncertain at times, confident at others. Strong and weak at different times. Happy and sad. Great full and envious. Carrying myself along with sore feet and tired, aching shoulders. hopeful, hopeless, passionate, dull.
I’m getting older but I feel strong and wiser. I’m less concerned with the material world and more focused on the meaning of my life and how things change and evolve.
I am in my flow state, often… seamlessly integrating family life with my creative work and aspirations. I am fully present in each moment, grounded by love, fulfilment, and growth.
I am straddling a line of what i want and what i need. I am learning that i am more self sufficient than i feel. I feel i like to play a mothering role and that role i also resent.